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Intro

Hello there,

I have made a few changes to my website recently, namely removing my name and the more obvious clues to my identity.

My reasons for doing this are simply that I don't want people who know me (friends and family) to know that I believe that I have been abducted by aliens.

I know that this is pretty pathetic and hypocritical, but I am a down to earth fellow and I wouldn't like people to see me otherwise.

So here is the edited intro, sorry for wussing out, but my friends and family have no idea about this stuff and I would like to keep it that way.

So here is my website.

I know it is a pretty weak intro to a website, but I couldn't think of anything else to write.....so there.

I have built this site to share my artwork and my own experiences with and of; the phenomenon of alien abduction.

I am not trying to convince anyone of the reality of this phenomenon or of the reality of my own experiences, I know of much more fun ways to waste my time. I have built this site with other abductees in mind, to share my own methods of dealing with these experiences and to share and compare my experiences with other abductees.

I welcome all browsers who may just be interested in this subject or just want to look at all my pretty pictures.

I have divided this site into five main parts, the home page, the gallery, my blog, a movie page and a history of my own experiences, plus there are a couple of pages of doodles a guestbook and a shout box at the bottom of most pages.

I have built this site to share my experiences with people who have had these kind of experiences and with anyone who is interested, because knowing that my experiences are on the web for everyone to read, is helping me just as much as it helps anyone who has also had these experiences.

It is also a fantastic feeling when I find someone who has had identical experiences to myself, you can imagine how long those online conversations can go on for.

A Bit About Myself

I am a 31 year old, northern English fellow, I am raising my two children with my girlfriend and I am a staff trainer for a fairly large mail order company.

Short and sweet eh.......ok here is some more.

My family is my life, I have a four year old son who is as mad as a hatter, which he gets from both myself and his mother and I have a 8 year old daughter; who at such a young age has more hobbies and interests than I can keep track of. She is currently learning Muay Thai boxing, she is also part of the local carnival royalty, she loves to paint, write stories and of course she is an expert at driving her already loopy brother even further around the twist.

I have been with my girlfriend for 12 years now and yes; I know it sounds corny, but it was love at first sight, we truly are soul mates and with our love for one another; we have managed to bring two amazing, intelligent, beautiful children into the world.

I work hard every week day, I am not exactly rich, I have a lot of debt and yet I consider myself to be the luckiest man alive; simply because I get to see my amazing family every single day.

Yeew...did I really write that I must be going soft in my old age.

I am a pretty down to Earth fellow, I try to remain objective and take everything I hear with a pinch of salt, but at the same time I have learned that if you cannot keep an open mind, reality can throw things at you that will shatter your preconceptions and this is not a pleasant experience.

I have memories of meeting a variety of entities, which in past I have struggled to find logical explanations for, such as lucid dreams of strange science fiction fantasies or even as the effects of temporal lobe epilepsy, but I have since learned this an extremely destructive form of denial, which has put me into repeated periods of post traumatic shock.

The problem is that by convincing oneself that this is not real, you leave yourself totally unprepared for the reality of the experience when it does actually occur.

If you experience this first hand the shock experienced during an encounter is so bad that you feel that everything that you feel that makes you real; is at risk of being swallowed up by the madness that you are experiencing as reality. In this mind state all of your preconceptions are worthless and you feel totally unprepared and exposed to a seemingly hostile experience.

I am discovering that by adopting a flexible mind-set and accepting the reality of these experiences that I am able to lessen the shock of each encounter.

I am not exactly ready to dance with the fairy folk yet, but I have found that by drawing my experiences I can better grasp the reality of my experiences. The fact that I can see the memory on paper allows me to feel the reality of the experience, also while I am drawing the experience I am in some part reliving the experience, which helps me regain memories that have remained hidden for many years.

I have pasted a couple of sketches below.

The sketch below; is an illustration that could be from any of my early childhood encounters, I have vague memories of flying from my bedroom window and over the row of conifer trees that stood at the bottom of my garden. I think that I did this during most of my young encounters with the Greys.

The picture below is of an image that I had clear in my mind on waking one morning.

This is a recent memory, only about one and a half years old, I remember standing in a room after being laid on a medical bench, I was with two hooded beings and a stereotypical Grey.

I believe that the hooded Grey is female and the hooded brown fellow is male. I remember talking with them for a while after which they showed be an Apocalyptic image which seemed both 3 dimensional and yet cast upon the room's wall.

The illusion was so great that I really felt that I had been transported to an external location, I could feel the wind in my hair and smell the acrid smoke of the fires around me.

I don't remember very much about the encounter above, but I will go into as much detail as I can. Quite often my memories of my encounters with the visitors go from hazy to clear to complete black outs. I believe that the visitors are able to manipulate my recall to such a degree that they are able to allow me to remember specific conversations or images, but nothing else of these encounters. The drawing above is of one such encounter. I remember that they had just done some kind of medical procedure on me, I don't remember what it was. I don't remember being taken from my room of being lifted up to the ship or where-ever it was, the memory just starts with me sitting up on a bench. As is usually the case I was completely naked, but for the sake of modesty I have changed that detail for the sketch. I remember that the brown fellow was saying something to me, but for the life of me I cannot remember what it was. I saw a TV size image appear on or just above the surface of the wall in front of me. I remember that I was getting an explanation of what I was seeing from both the brown fellow and the grey lady.

The image was an area of land near to my home, as I watched the image grew larger and larger. If anyone remembers when Cinemas had curtains the experience was similar to the moment when the curtains open, while the projector is running, the growth of the image was about as quick and smooth as that. After a short while I noticed that the ground just in front of me seemed to be part of the image, complete with grass and dirt. I remember that I stepped onto the grass just to see whether my feet would go through the image, but to my surprise the illusion was completely solid. I don't know whether this was a holographic effect or whether my senses were being manipulated by the psychic presence of the entities around me, I suspect that it was 50/50 of both.

As I watched I remember being told that I was seeing a span of a small number of years unfold in front of me over the span of a couple of seconds. This wasn't like time lapse, it was more as if the image was morphing. I saw the low lands toward Manchester become completely flooded and the sky became almost completely black with thick clouds of smoke. I remember asking things like has there been a nuclear war and is this as bad as it gets and how far is this. I remember that the beings did not think that there would be an exchange of nuclear arms in our future, which I found very relieving. I think that I was told that this was ten years into our future, which would put the year around 2015, but I also remember that 2020 is also supposed to be an eventful year. I remember asking how bad will it be for humanity and what are the contributing factors to this scenario. I was told that the sea level will rise very suddenly sometime over the next decade. There will also be a huge tectonic shift, which will be more due to the changes in the way the ocean mass is distributed over the tectonic plates than the changing mass of the ice at the Earth's poles. The smoke is due to the huge amount of volcanic activity, but also the waters will become extremely polluted by the deep ocean volcanic eruptions. the flood waters will have radioactive contamination from the radioactive materials that will become submerged, that were held withing the worlds power stations, nuclear weapons sites, plutonium mines and factories. These sites will be very localized but the long term effects will be devastating.

I was told that our government, (I don't know whether this is the US, British or worldwide) have been given this exact information, but they have chosen to ignore it. They also said that it is never too late for them to act, but the later we leave it the more lives will be lost. I don't know whether they are talking about taking global warming seriously or whether they want our governments to request contact somehow. I do know that the future that they showed me is an incredibly dark one. The survivors will have to brave terrible air pollution a huge loss of land mass and near starvation. I got the feeling that there is an alternative, but they never go as far to explain what it is. I don't remember how the encounter ended and as time has passed since this encounter more information has presented itself, but as I said before I believe that the the visitors are extremely skilled at editing my memories of these events, so perhaps as the time comes closer I am being allowed to see deeper into the meaning of these messages.

News

Fantastic new UFO video footage.

I found this footage via ATS and just had to share it. It looks very real and is absolutely incredible.

See what you think.
İstanbul / Kumburgaz UFO's and ALIENS ARE BACK in 2008! from fox mulder on Vimeo.

Good Friend's Radio Show

I have just received an email from an old friend (Renato) informing me that he will be taking part in an online radio show. Renato's experiences tell a fascinating story, so if you like time travel, reptilians, alien worlds and races then be sure to tune in, at 11am EST on the 20th (tomorrow). He will be discussing information that he was given concerning the visitors intention for our future, including a mass landing of extra-terrestrial spacecraft.

Here is the link Blog Talk Radio

You can phone the show as it airs on (718) 664-6576

The show will be available to download via the link after it has aired.

New regression,

I underwent a hypnotic regression this weekend with the help of a local regressionist, that I won't name just yet, just because I haven't yet had her permission to do so.

We decided before we started to let the memory that felt important to present itself.

What unfolded was a pretty common abduction account, until about 15 minutes into it and then a huge complex fantastic story unfolded.

Make of this what you will, as I am having difficulty accepting what I saw.

Here is the regression as an mp3 file. Sound clip.mp3 Simply right click and select the save file as, option.

Here is the same file streamed through an audio player.

Orbs on film

A couple of months ago I wrote about a personal sighting that I had in the 90's in the bottom shout box, unfortunately the posting has gone, but if you click on the audio player at the bottom of this page; you can hear my description of the event.

Basically I saw a large basket ball sized orange orb, that seemed to bounce as it moved along. the object also shrank and disappeared within a couple of seconds as it moved along.

Well now I have found a video that shows exactly what I saw. If you watch you can see the same bobbing movement and even the way that these objects shrink and vanish. It is just a shame that the footage is in monochrome, because I bet my bottom dollar that these things were a deep burnt orange colour.

New Painting

This started life as a quick sketch, but in the space of an hour it turned into an acrylic painting. I was experimenting with drawing on black paper using light coloured pencils. I found that I had captured something in this drawing that I hadn't expected to catch. I don't know what it is, but it seems to have something of the lady's character that I have had difficulty capturing in the past. I decided that I wanted to see the image in full colour, so I got my paints out and after an hour this is what I ended up with.

Bonnie's Page

I have recently added a new page to this site which I will be updating regularly to share the communications between Bonnie Jean Hamilton of www.alienabductionhelp.com and the visitors. Bonnie is currently engaged in a two way psychic communication with the visitors and she is using this opportunity to ask the visitors as many deep penetrating questions as possible. I have decided that this information is of extreme importance and needs sharing, so with Bonnie's permission I have constructed a page for the sole purpose of spreading this info that little bit further.

Blog radio chat

On the 3rd of march 07, I called the phone number of this show and basically had a good chat with the show's host and co-host. The show (The Alien Agenda) was recorded and is availible for download on this web page http://blogtalkradio.com/hostpage.aspx?host_id=2571, which is on air every Saturday night at 11.30pm E.S.T, so listen in, it's a damn good show.

Here is a recording of one the shows that I called in on also featuring Renato Ferraz from http://www.ufotimetravel.com. whom has some very similar experiences to myself, although his own story is much more interesting than my own.

and here are another two featuring Paula Thorneycroft.

The show below also features the host of the AZ ufo show and the owner of http://www.cnufos.com Rich Giordano, plus Fatufo (Jack) who is a moderator at http://www.aliensthetruth.com. and a few other regular callers.

Enjoy.

I have been having some difficulty with my website recently, all of my other pages either take forever to load up or just don't load up at all, so I have posted a Youtube video of one of Paula's sightings here. Enjoy and I am sorry for the technical difficulties.

Before you judge this footage, please check out Paula's other videos. Most can be viewed here Paula's Youtube Page and her most famous footage of an actual grey flying humanoid can be found at the bottom of the page here http://www.jerrypippin.com/UFO_Files_paula_thorneycroft.htm

I have put up a few links to a couple of good charity websites and some other sites that are either related in some way to this one or are just plain funky:

Good charity sites; so dig deep.