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Hello all,
To start, I would like to apologise for all of the emails that I haven't responded to over the past couple of months. I promise that I will find time to respond to your messages during this week or weekend.
I have been in a pretty dark place concerning my encounters recently, this is nothing new as these moods come and go every couple of months or so, it is just that this time I missed a lot of correspondence with my internet friends and the good people who visit this site.
Every now and then I find this stuff hard to face. I haven't any recent encounters with the visitors recently, it is just that sometimes the very knowledge of their existence coupled with my helplessness in their precense makes me feel like running away from the whole phenomena.
Just knowing that they exist blows my mind, but there is very little that I can do with this knowledge. I cannot even share this stuff with my nearest and dearest friends and family, which leads to horrible feelings of isolation and lonelyness and when I think about the fact that the visitors have the power to take me at any time, I just feel like running away; there is no-one to turn to who can help me with my problem and if I so much as spoke of it to anyone they would most likely run for the hills.
When these feelings emerge, I just try to push the visitors from my mind and that usually means staying away from the internet for awhile, but these feelings are also why this site is important to me, it is through this site that I have met other people in the same situation and sharing my stories is a big help, but occasionally this stuff just gets on top of me and I run away like a big yellow chicken.
The most important thing about this site though is that all of you folks who have been through this can see that you are not alone in this, there are links on my main page to several other websites designed to offer help to folk like yourselves ( here is my fave example http://www.alienabductionhelp.com/ ) and you can always post your own experiences up on this site, if you so wish.
Sorry again, but now steve is back in buisiness baby.
For a while at least.
To start, I would like to apologise for all of the emails that I haven't responded to over the past couple of months. I promise that I will find time to respond to your messages during this week or weekend.
I have been in a pretty dark place concerning my encounters recently, this is nothing new as these moods come and go every couple of months or so, it is just that this time I missed a lot of correspondence with my internet friends and the good people who visit this site.
Every now and then I find this stuff hard to face. I haven't any recent encounters with the visitors recently, it is just that sometimes the very knowledge of their existence coupled with my helplessness in their precense makes me feel like running away from the whole phenomena.
Just knowing that they exist blows my mind, but there is very little that I can do with this knowledge. I cannot even share this stuff with my nearest and dearest friends and family, which leads to horrible feelings of isolation and lonelyness and when I think about the fact that the visitors have the power to take me at any time, I just feel like running away; there is no-one to turn to who can help me with my problem and if I so much as spoke of it to anyone they would most likely run for the hills.
When these feelings emerge, I just try to push the visitors from my mind and that usually means staying away from the internet for awhile, but these feelings are also why this site is important to me, it is through this site that I have met other people in the same situation and sharing my stories is a big help, but occasionally this stuff just gets on top of me and I run away like a big yellow chicken.
The most important thing about this site though is that all of you folks who have been through this can see that you are not alone in this, there are links on my main page to several other websites designed to offer help to folk like yourselves ( here is my fave example http://www.alienabductionhelp.com/ ) and you can always post your own experiences up on this site, if you so wish.
Sorry again, but now steve is back in buisiness baby.
For a while at least.
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RamzGT
07:44 PM on March 06, 2007
Hey dude, hang in there. I've never had experiences myself, but I really believe theres something going on that demands investigation. Peace.
