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Howdy,

I want to talk about the different levels of the conscious and subconscious mind as I think that this subject is extremely relevant if we want to understand the visitors and their motives.

We tend to think that our souls/consciousnesses are centred at the sub-vocal level of our minds, but I think that this is very far from the truth. I think that we tend to focus our attention on our sub-vocal thoughts, because whenever we interact with other humans this is the part of our minds that we use the most. I think that the sub-vocal or internal monologue is at the farthest level from our core-selves that we can get within ourselves, I think our core-selves/souls communicate with our physical selves through the medium of emotion and pure feeling. Our feelings tell us a lot about what is going on within ourselves, if we were emotionally traumatised as children these events can effect every aspect of our lives as adults, because we are emotionally off centre. Our subconscious selves are telling us that at an important point in our development that something went wrong and that we need to re-address these issues before we can live healthy and fulfilled lives. At the sub-vocal level such a person may be aware that they are always unhappy, but the sub-vocal level is a crude interpretation of external and internal influences therefore we can go through our whole lives fundamentally damaged and in deep emotional pain and yet be totally unaware that anything is wrong. I think that this is true of a huge majority of people on our planet. Whenever we meet someone who seems weird, crazy or just plain nasty I think that we are seeing the effects of deep emotional and spiritual scarring and pain.

Now I am going to get to the point (and about time too ), I am just coming round to the idea that the reason we have so much trouble communicating with the visitors is because of the way that they communicate with us. I think that the visitors are rubbish at verbalising their communications with us and often cause a lot of confusion and fear with their attempts to reassure us and communicate with us in a way that we are used to. I am discovering that when I am with the visitors that my mind becomes fragmented into several different levels. My sub-vocal level or conscious level is flooded with random information; this comes in the form of loud-pulsed alarm like noises, flashing or strobed vision and mental images that make little or no sense. I think that this is to distract the shallow sub-vocal level while they communicate with our deeper sub-conscious selves. The result is that when the noises and strobes have ended and I am exposed the raw fact that the visitors are here, I find that I am not scared and that I am fully equipped to communicate and interact with them. This could be viewed as a form of hypnotism, but I think that it is more than that. I think that the visitors communicate with their own kind soul to soul so that the information that they exchange is pure untainted and incredibly rich with information.

I came to these conclusions in the early hours this morning (April/15/07) after I was visited in my home by one or more visitor/s. I was sleeping on my sofa having just listened to Karrie?s radio show that morning. I awoke completely paralysed with the strobed vision and loud-pulsed noises pounding through my head. I was aware that there was someone or something stood behind my back. I started to analyse my paralysis and tried to focus on the sounds that I could hear. I realised that at a very deep level within myself that the sounds turned into the sound of a group of people talking rapidly. I realised that I was hearing the visitor talking with a number of different beings, but here is the revelation, I think that one of the beings having this conversation was myself. Here I was laid on my sofa completely unaware that I was taking part in a conversation with a group of alien beings. I could not quite tune in well enough to understand what was being discussed or said, but I was aware of four minds one of which was my own and there was a stream of information flowing between these minds. I interpreted this information as a stream of images and voices, but I think that this was simply an image that I conjured or was given to understand what the hell was going on here.

I think that this is why they are so crap at communicating with us in the way that we are used to. I think that when they take us that on some deep subconscious level that we know exactly what is going on and that they are in constant communication with a part of ourselves that we don't normally know exists, but this part is who we are; our core selves and it is this part that we must find and become if we are to understand who the visitors are and more importantly who we are.

The experience ended with as the voices disappeared and were replaced by the random pulsed sounds again, kinda like a radio station going of the air and being replaced by the sound of static. I could see a large white object in my peripheral vision outside living room window, moving upwards. I don?t know whether this was the being leaving my house or the craft it came in ascending as I could not make out scale and distance simply because I was seeing all this out of the corner of my eye. After a couple of seconds my paralysis eased off and I went to sleep as if nothing had happened. I think that I have learned a lot from this experience, but I still have no idea why they visited, what was being discussed or what any of it was all about.

I now think that the reason we have so much trouble interacting with the visitors is simply because we have so much trouble communicating with ourselves and once we develop this skill, we will find that we are fully equipped to communicate with beings from other stars.

Just my four dollars and eighty-six cents worth.