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This is just a quick update concerning my skywatch on the 16th.
I have decided that I will only film the beginning and the end of my skywatch.
My reasons are to offer the visitors an opportunity to make contact without having to worry about me posting the event on youtube. I believe that the visitors are allowing us to capture evidence of their existence. I think that they are drip feeding us evidence that allows deniability up to a certain future date. Whether or not this date is during the winter of 2012 or not, I have no idea.
My personal goals are to change the nature of my contact with the visitors. I believe that a couple of years ago that the visitors have offered an opportunity to allow me to initiate this change, but unfortunately I behaved like a trapped animal.
I think that this was during 2006, I am not sure because I was kinda traumatized by the experience and never properly recorded the event. It was the time when I suddenly stopped drawing and painting the visitors. I stopped updating this site for a long time and it was because my encounter with them terrified me. The visitors hadn't done anything to warrant my reaction to them, it was the fact that I had believed that I was ready to make contact with them and they had responded by actually turning up. On the night in question, they manipulated my dreams, so that I would sleep walk to my window. While in a semiconscious state they revealed themselves to me and at that moment I snapped awake and responded in a rather animalistic manner.
Since that event, I have realized that it must have taken a huge amount of courage for them to present themselves in that manner. The way that they reacted to my explosion of rage and fear demonstrated to me that they had placed them in a position of vulnerability.
I have decided to apologize to them for my reaction to their attempt to make contact with me while I was in control of myself, by putting myself in a position where I am completely vulnerable to them.
I will put all of my camera equipment away for one hour, so that the visitors are able to make contact without being filmed.
I hope that I do film something interesting while I am filming, but unless they tell me otherwise I will secure my equipment at exactly 9.30, whether I am filming something interesting or not.
I am terrified of the visitors and I hope to face these fears on the 16th.
I have decided that I will only film the beginning and the end of my skywatch.
My reasons are to offer the visitors an opportunity to make contact without having to worry about me posting the event on youtube. I believe that the visitors are allowing us to capture evidence of their existence. I think that they are drip feeding us evidence that allows deniability up to a certain future date. Whether or not this date is during the winter of 2012 or not, I have no idea.
My personal goals are to change the nature of my contact with the visitors. I believe that a couple of years ago that the visitors have offered an opportunity to allow me to initiate this change, but unfortunately I behaved like a trapped animal.
I think that this was during 2006, I am not sure because I was kinda traumatized by the experience and never properly recorded the event. It was the time when I suddenly stopped drawing and painting the visitors. I stopped updating this site for a long time and it was because my encounter with them terrified me. The visitors hadn't done anything to warrant my reaction to them, it was the fact that I had believed that I was ready to make contact with them and they had responded by actually turning up. On the night in question, they manipulated my dreams, so that I would sleep walk to my window. While in a semiconscious state they revealed themselves to me and at that moment I snapped awake and responded in a rather animalistic manner.
Since that event, I have realized that it must have taken a huge amount of courage for them to present themselves in that manner. The way that they reacted to my explosion of rage and fear demonstrated to me that they had placed them in a position of vulnerability.
I have decided to apologize to them for my reaction to their attempt to make contact with me while I was in control of myself, by putting myself in a position where I am completely vulnerable to them.
I will put all of my camera equipment away for one hour, so that the visitors are able to make contact without being filmed.
I hope that I do film something interesting while I am filming, but unless they tell me otherwise I will secure my equipment at exactly 9.30, whether I am filming something interesting or not.
I am terrified of the visitors and I hope to face these fears on the 16th.
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